| |
|
|
| 02:16pm 27/09/2006 |
| |
mood:  tired music: led zeppelin
|
I hate tests. Ruins my enjoyment, how bout we get rid of them, yeah , ok. Anti Peanut Butter!!! |
|
| |
|
(Run Away in Terror ) |
| |
| Coleslaw BRa- cant get those phrases out of my head |
|
|
| 02:57am 04/06/2006 |
| |
mood:  cynical music: circle circle dot dot i got my koodie shot
|
LJ is kinda dead, but i've been thinkin a little lately and thought i'd transcribe cognition to electronic journal writing. First off, does my applications look that bad that minimum wage jobs don't wanna hire me? Maybe they can see through the app. into a sense of who i am, i've been told i underachieve, don't work hard, tend to pick up bad habits, and generally people underestimate my intelligence, my social skills, my athletic ability--it could be true or is it i sometimes play down to that level so i never have to reach my "potential". Achieving this idea is determined my many sources you choose to believe what you want to, do i reach it when im totally satisfied or when i reach a goal like graduating college, its all relative. Being a dog wouldnt be a bad life unless you're a dog with 3 legs, has rabies, and was abused. However, the dog is like the only animal that doesnt have to "work", a hen lays eggs a cow gives milk from its teets (i just wanted write that), a canary sings. But I digress, what does a person want from life, i dont know sometimes. Do i wanna work 4 years to be a 9-5 accountant doin YOUR moms taxes. BTW YO MOmma is soooo old she ran track with dinoosaurs-dynoomite i have the pride of my hoood but alas have no cassh muuney! So anyways i dont no if im happy- i do know chillin with homies makes me happy, menial labor like lawn mowing does not, eating crabs with ice cream wets my whistle, while bananas make me sick. I have also noticed i dont really get mad at anything else except people repeating themselves, people assuming im a moron, and people who talk a lot of shit and dont back it up. But as casting crowns says who am I? I guess at times i dont know, do people really respect me or just tolerate me, am i that forgotten cousin who'll live in the woods that the family just forgets about (always been an irrational fear of mine) am i that friend thats a fringe player but not really part of the group?Some contradictory proverbs- its better to be safe than sorry - nothing ventured nothing gained, damn philosophers get it straight. PISTONS/WINGS are out means Tigers goin to win it all, restore the roar. Sudan has the most camels more than 3 million so now i know who to call camel jockies. I wonder if i could sneak across the mexican border with the illegals, id probably need a major tan to fit in and the whole dont speak spanish thing, itd be like a safari except the border police and the minutemen think we're the game. Prob. goin to the casino sometime this week b/c the slots(more likely the poker tables) haven't givin me my money yet papa wants a brand new chair, seriously. GOtta get a new fuckin phone, cingulars phones are crappy too, o well. -owell said fast is owl -wow that was stupid but i thought it was funny for some reason and im not drunk. got sum dranoooo. Brazil for the world cup (i know out on a limb), with contention from argentina and england. Off subject but i saw the baby with 3 arms and creeped me out it was like goro from mortal kombat (new one comin out soon). Sonic 2for sega genesis was a pimp game, brings ya back don ut . if ur ever watchin the news circuit skip nancy grace and sean hannity they're annoying conservatives and another pet peeve interrupters, oooooooooooh angree. i have also resisted the myspace, facebook, xanga, lj (until i returned today) fanaticism, im like a monk who takes his vow of silence until he has gas and takes beeno. Gas btw is ridiculously expensive im usu. against war but venezuela wouldnt be a bad target. writing this kinda brings memories of summer and being w/o my dad makes me kinda sad...who wants to hang out? prob. nobody but im a ted kacynski type anyways-jk (if the govt is monitoring my writing- no im not planning on sending mail bombs). im thinkin of purchasing an slr camera and travel around anywhere and photograph the simplicity of the world as I think the world has gotten to complex. We need to appreciate the sunsets the barns, those drunken nights,even the mailman. I wanna travel to seattle and vancouver again theyve always been favorites of mine with the ship harbor and the fish market and the hiking. Also scandanavia, i always envisioned the people being so friendly and being in old skool dresses sing folk songs the euro crew. the end of entry. Darren.
|
|
| |
|
(Run Away in Terror ) |
| |
| I found a penny it was lucky, |
|
|
| 01:41am 28/01/2006 |
| |
mood: sleepy music: the national anthem of ......CHina
|
| Oh, Sweet Randomness | | your name?: | Darren | | your age?: | 18 | | when's your birthday?: | July 28 | | do you get along with your parents?: | sometimes | | how about your siblings?: | dont have none | | If you could live anywhere, where would you live?: | Switzerland | | what does your dream home look like?: | 22 room mansion, but a box would be fine | | how about car?: | nissan skyline | | do you have any pets?: | not at the moment | | what are they?: | | | If you don't, what pet do you wish you had?: | fish? | | are you in school?: | yep | | wish you were done?: | with the school part of it | | what's your occupation?: | student | | If you could have any job (even unrealistically), what would it be?: | hot dog stand person they meet cool people | | now, realistically, what do you want to do with your life?: | accountant/engineer | | do you think you'll get there?: | probably | | do you talk to your extended family?: | yeah | | about you.... | | what's your "body type?": | somewhere between oprah and gary coleman | | wish it was different?: | not really | | do you work out?: | once in a long while | | wish you did?: | yep | | are you happy?: | ya im allright | | if you could go anywhere now, where would you go?: | on a cruise | | what would you do?: | since im hungry right now eat | | do you think that your life is going well?: | at times | | are you "smooth sailing" or "out of control?": | smooth control | | do you wish your life was going differently?: | its just how the cookie crumbles | | what is the first thing you think when you wake in the morning?: | whats "wake", the christian revolution? dont believe Wake Up? well i turn off my alarm and dream about sugar plum ferries | | do you take vitamins?: | nope | | do you think they're stupid to take?: | whatever floats ur boat | | what is your theory on alien existance?: | they're real as bigfoot and the abominable snowman | | do you travel?: | yeah | | if so, where? If not, where would you like to travel?: | everywhere with the power of imagination | | are you religious?: | yeah im a jesus freak | | do you think having religion helps your life?: | oh yeah i can wipe my ass with the flyers they hand out | | how about college? do you attend or want to?: | attendee | | what is/will be you field of study?: | business/engineering | | why?: | mullah | | have you ever.... | | snuck into your local swimming pool after hours?: | cant say i have | | hung out with people your parents forbade you to be with?: | they dont forbade | | dated a friend?: | nope | | had a fight with your best friend?: | nope | | gotten into a fist fight?: | nope | | swam for exercise?: | yeah | | swam in a lake?: | yeah | | been out of the country?: | yeah, europe,asia,australia | | been out of the state?: | yeah | | accidentally seen something you werent supposed to see?: | yep | | heard something you werent supposed to hear?: | yeah | | talked about somebody badly behind their back?: | yeah | | been nice to them after talking about them badly?: | yep | | gotten into a yelling fight in public?: | yeah | | hummed a song so that others you didn't know could hear you?: | nope | | started singing randomly?: | uh huh | | told someone how you really felt about them (good or bad)?: | yeah | | acted like a friend to someone and secretly hated them?: | nope | | felt like you didn't matter?: | yep | | felt like you wanted to be a reckluse (sp?) for the rest of your life?: | yeah like ted kacynski | | thought about joining a convent?: | i dont like little boys | | though about joining a cult?: | thought about frat but not cult | | taken a health class because you wanted to learn about sex?: | yeah in middle school | | asked you gym teacher for guidance?: | not really he hated me | | watched a lifetime movie?: | yeah their not so bad | | recorded a lifetime movie?: | non | | seen a movie on the disney channel?: | si | | cried during a disney movie?: | not really | | watched movies all day long, only stopping to put in a new movie?: | fun tiems | | what's your favorite... | | backstreet boy?: | nick carter b/c he was in a high school french song | | music genre?: | alt. rock/ but listen to pretty much anything | | movie genre?: | comedy | | tv station?: | espn | | radio station?: | not a big listener | | type of cereal?: | coco puffs | | kind of pizza?: | mushrooms and ham | | kind of clear american water?: | dasani | | store?: | meijers its an all around store not just one thing | | Do you like this.....or that? | | walmart/target?: | target babee | | classic rock/death metal?: | classic | | dark chocolate/white chocolate?: | give it up for the dark brothas | | pudding/ice cream?: | I C E CREAM you scream we all scream | | bagels/muffins?: | bagels i like how round it is | | candy bars/dognuts?: | donuts | | lets just be friends/it's not you, it's me?: | its not you its me | | grunge/punk?: | punk | | prep/skater?: | skater | | emo/hippie?: | emo? | | a few more random questions for you.... | | did you ever cheat to get your homework done?: | i dont usu. do homework | | did you ever cheat on a test?: | yeah | | have you ever done something really dumb?: | yep | | do you still think about it and feel embarassed that you did it?: | no regrets | | have you ever been REALLY scared by a movie?: | no not REALLY scared | | did you hide under your covers when you went to bed after seeing it?: | haha all the time | | are you political?: | yeah | | if so, whats you afifliation?: | LIBS | | do you play an instrument?: | nope | | have you ever tried something and failed miserably at it?: | yeah many things | | did you practice and try again, or just give up?: | i dust myself off and try again | | do you prefer winter to sumer, or vice versa?: | summer | | why?: | weather | | do you tan easily?: | nope | | have you ever used a tanning bed?: | nope | | are you afraid of global warming?: | nope i feel bad for the eskimos tho | | are you afraid of the cancer epidemic?: | wtf | | do mad cow diseas or the chicken flu thing scare you at all?: | im bulletproof | | would you give up meat because of these diseases?: | hell no | | do you ever get nervous about things?: | yeah | | if so, what?: | idk public speech | | do you like roller coasters?: | yep | | do you like theme parks?: | yeah | | do crowds of people make you nervous?: | nope | | if not, do you thrive on crowds?: | im ok | | do you drink?: | yeah | | do you smoke?: | nope | | do you think that marajuana should be legalized for medical use?: | for all use | | why?: | gets rid of a lotta problems | | do you consider yourself a lone wolf?: | i run in a pack | | what makes you one?: | ----- | | do you even know what one is?: | dfsjalfsdj | | what do you think about cliques?: | bs | | do you think that it is weird to be in one in college?: | idk | | if you had no friends, would you still be happy?: | no lonely | | would you become a hermit?: | kermit the frog? sure | | do you think that money brings happiness?: | nope | | if you were offered money for your morals, would you sell them?: | depends | | how about money for your most valued, priceless, memorable posession?: | its price lessssss | | did you have a favorite childhood toy?: | toy cars | | do you still have it?: | nope the madre tossed it | | if you graduated from high school, do you remember your graduation?: | yeah | | do you wish you were back there?: | it was really hot | | what age are you, again?: | 17 | | what age is it said that you act?: | sometimes 8 sometimes 85 | | do you find yourself attractive?: | id do me | | do you think you'd be happier if you looked differently?: | nope | | do you have dreams?: | yeah | | what was one of your weirdest ones?: | me and a band of clowns ruled the world | | do you engage in any paraphillic behaviors?: | huh | | do you think that makes you weird/original?: | aboriginal | | if you had one wish for yourself, what would it be?: | bring back my dad | | if you had one wish for the world, what would it be?: | end world hunger | | if you won the lottery, what would you do with your winnings?: | help out the fam. / buy a car | | what's one charity you would donate to?: | zoolander school for kids that dont read well | | do you ever look at the paws and claws website?: | nope | | do you like pets?: | yeah | | what's your favorite pet that you've had?: | a goldfish | | do you believe in miracles?: | never happens to me | | do you ever wish miracles upon others?: | sure | | if you had the power to change anything, anywhere, what would it be?: | get bus hout | | if you could either stop war or help the homeless, which would you do?: | war | | if you only had one week to live, what would you do?: | skydiving | | do you live away from home?: | at school | | if so, do you like living away or at home better?: | home and away | | do you miss anyone?: | pearl/beth | | do you miss any time in your life?: | elementary school | Take this survey | Find more surveys
You've been totally Bzoink*d |
some truckers need to learn how to drive |
|
| |
|
(Run Away in Terror ) |
| |
| Ne Ho Ma to my vatos... |
|
|
| 02:08am 11/01/2006 |
| |
mood:  optimistic music: Daddy Yankee - rompe
|
It's time it's time it's Moy
update his journal time! Well break is over, which sucks. I am sad
because my dad has cancer but I have confidence he's gonna make it
because us "young people" feel ourselves and the people around us are
invicible, but I truly believe it. Glad they transferred him from
Providence hospital (the ghetto hospital), cuz that psycho in the bed
next to my dad was gettin annoying. Besides that break was good, went
to a couple Miller parties, thanks mills. Hung out with some people
from the past and current friends. Also congrats, to my cuz Christine
(fattie) on her graduation. Man Lickety split this years been goin by
quick. Watched Wedding Crashers with some of h-dubs finest, Hey, "I'm
hang-gliding! Aaaahhh! Take a picture, honey, I'm dead", good movie.
RAW is usually not must see tv for me but alas it was on that channel,
steves right carlito is cool, and shelton benjamin's moms one hottie
jk. Screw school they should start when decide to wake up, and my
teachers are odd mofos: left wing indian lady, old granny math,
stuttering jeff, and laid back racquetball person. N E ways i hope i
dont suck balls at racquetball, considering im out of shape, have to
wear the eyewear and cant see that good, o well ill still be sweetness
because everyone knows azns rule at racquet sports.Fuck the buyback book thing I got 19 bucks for 8 books (2textbooks).
Ill be home saturday afternoon.
peace bitches. |
|
| |
|
(2 Barks |Run Away in Terror ) |
| |
| avoid essays at all costs |
|
|
| 05:46pm 04/12/2005 |
| |
mood:  hungry like the wolf music: eagle eye cherry - when mermaids cry
|
stole this from larzy
70 useless questions
1. DO YOU SNORE?
no, but I drool
2. ARE YOU A LOVER OR A FIGHTER?
luva but I like fighting video games
3. WHAT'S YOUR WORST FEAR?
loss and failure
4. AS A KID, WERE YOU A LEGO MANIAC?
I had legos and k’nex so im a k’nego maniac
5. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF "REALITY" TV?
not real but interesting none the less
6. DO YOU CHEW ON YOUR STRAWS?
yep
7. WERE YOU A CUTE BABY?
not really :fat, red, big nose unless ur into that suff
8. IS THE SINGLE LIFE FOR YOU?
yepp
9. WHAT COLOR IS YOUR KEYBOARD?
une noire
10. DO YOU SING IN THE SHOWER?
sometimes
11. HAVE YOU EVER BUNGEE JUMPED?
nope
12. ANY SECRET TALENTS?
burping, eating crabs (from the sea) with easy
13. WHAT'S YOUR IDEAL VACATION SPOT?
Lucerne
14. IS JAY LENO FUNNY?
funnier than letterman
Wheres .. 15?
3 years ago, and a slash in between and it’s a good time
16. HAVE YOU SEEN THE MOVIE "DONNIE DARKO"?
yeah, I likee it
17. DO YOU GIVE A DAMN ABOUT THE OZONE?
the ozone burger but whatta bout the eskimos
18. HOW MANY LICKS DOES IT TAKE TO GET TO THE CENTER OF A TOOTSIE POP?
depends on the flavor, the more you like, the more you savor
19. CAN YOU SING THE ALPHABET BACKWARDS?
of course, its elementary ,watson
20. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN ON AN AIRPLANE?
too many times
21. ARE YOU AN ONLY CHILD?
yeah
22. DO YOU PREFER ELECTRIC OR MANUAL PENCIL SHARPENER?
electric
23. WHAT'S YOUR STAND ON HUNTING?
no opinion
24. IS MARRIAGE IN YOUR FUTURE?
idk
25. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING?
I don’t care, but I’ve been told it sucks
26. WHAT ARE YOU ALLERGIC TO?
nothing
27. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU SAID, "I LOVE YOU"?
couple days ago
28. IS ELVIS STILL ALIVE?
yeah him and my dad are having marguerites by the pool
29. DO YOU CRY AT WEDDINGS?
sob
30. HOW DO YOU LIKE YOUR EGGS?
well done
31. ARE BLONDES DUMB?
I think there are many dumb people in all hair colors
32. WHERE DOES THE OTHER SOCK END UP?
with the toothfairy and the easter bunny
33. WHAT TIME IS IT?
5:35
34. DO YOU HAVE A NICKNAME?
dmo, d moy, dmoney, azn, asian invasion, ming, anonymous
36. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU WERE IN A CAR?
last week
37. DO YOU PREFER BATHS OR SHOWERS?
Showers
38. IS SANTA CLAUS REAL?
yeah he was a real guy
39. DO YOU LIKE TO HAVE YOUR NECK KISSED?
other way around
40. ARE YOU AFRAID OF THE DARK?
that’s why I have my trusty nightlight
41. WHAT ARE YOU ADDICTED TO?
food, but I am easily addicted
42. CRUNCHY OR CREAMY PEANUT BUTTER?
no peanut butter
43. CAN YOU CRACK YOUR NECK?
sometimes
44. HAVE YOU EVER RIDDEN IN AN AMBULANCE?
yep
45. HOW MANY TIMES HAVE YOU BRUSHED YOUR TEETH TODAY?
1
46. IS DRUG FREE THE WAY TO BE?
oui
47. ARE YOU A HEAVY SLEEPER?
you can say that
48. WHAT COLOR ARE YOUR EYES?
brown like every other asian
50. DO YOU LIKE YOUR LIFE?
no complaints
51. WHO'S BETTER?
than yo momma
52. ARE YOU PSYCHIC?
no
53. HAVE YOU READ "CATCHER IN THE RYE"?
yeah, only book I read that I liked in school
54. DO YOU PLAY ANY INSTRUMENTS?
nope
55. HAVE you EVER STOLEN MONEY?
nope
56. CAN YOU SNOWBOARD?
No
58. DO YOU SNORT WHEN YOU LAUGH?
nope
59. DO YOU BELIEVE IN MAGIC?
love them oldies
60. ARE DOGS A MAN'S BEST FRIEND?
certain dogs
61. YOU BELIEVE IN DIVORCE?
if theres no prenup
62. CAN YOU DO THE MOONWALK?
mad dog’s the man but I got no skillz
63. DO YOU MAKE A LOT OF MISTAKES?
I m sure I do
64. IS IT COLD OUTSIDE TODAY?
fuckin freazing
65. WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU ATE?
lays chips
66. DO YOU WEAR NAILPOLISH?
nope
67. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN KISSED?
yeah
68. WHAT'S THE MOST ANNOYING TV COMMERCIAL?
the “reasons not to be stoned” commercials and the sundance ones
69. DO YOU SHOP AT AMERICAN EAGLE?
sometimes
70. FAVORITE BAND AT THE MOMENT?
for some reason eagle eye cherry |
|
| |
|
(2 Barks |Run Away in Terror ) |
| |
| |
|
|
| 08:23am 11/11/2005 |
| |
mood:  blank music: silence is golden
|
Heights 4 the weekend
- I thought Hanson died, but i guess they've just hit an all time low playing at the Union on an afternoon weekday, i hear they look like guys now.
- maybe MSU game sat.
- hilite of my week friends high who argued about pop
- i skip way too many classes
- next semester might be the death of me: 5 classes on mondays that sux |
|
| |
|
(4 Barks |Run Away in Terror ) |
| |
| I take showers but the clothes probably offset it. |
|
|
| 05:51pm 14/10/2005 |
| |
mood:  Geeky music: THe hum of the hubbard computer lab
|
Day 4 on same boxers, no unused clothes. I think i got another week, what do u think? Hey my roomate hasnt showered in 5 days, so i'm not completely a bum. I bet i can go 72 hours w/o sleep and im gonna study for 65 of those, and eating for 7. GO WINGS,LIONS,WOLVERINES,SPARTANS,and PISTONS!!! have a nice weekend all. |
|
| |
|
(1 Barks |Run Away in Terror ) |
| |
| Sorry for the WHiny entry- had to get it out. |
|
|
| 08:37pm 12/10/2005 |
| |
mood:  Sore as ur mom after sex music: Stereophonics - feel
|
Fuck WRA, i think i got screwed over that essay was worth at least a 3.5, fuckin hollandy (dont care what they call u) people smokin too much to grade my paper right. Total bullshit. N E ways 3 tests on monday 1 on tuesday - might as well kick me out of school now and kill my weekend why dont cha. My computer freezes every 5 seconds and i lost my calculator. I think i have found a new skill to add to my old one, burping on cue, recognizing everyones name and face, from people i dont know or do know, if ive heard somethin about u ill usu. remember u. Why do annoying people always sit near to me on the bus, at the movies, in class - im puttin out a shield stay away- plus i have 1 shirt left no pants or anything else b/c i havent dont my laundry in 1.5 months so ha.
abcdefghijklmnopqrstuvwxyz1234567890!@#$%^&*()-_+={[}]\|'";:,<.>/?~ |
|
| |
|
(Run Away in Terror ) |
| |
| |
|
|
| 02:16pm 07/10/2005 |
| |
mood: DRAINED - notice the caps music: Starland Local Band - afternoon delight
|
7 containers in 7 days, i think im addicted salsa and nacho cheese, naw. College is just chill right now which is awesome, MSU drinking more than u since 1855. Tho i hate ISS its impossible to stay awake: Note about Prof. Stewart : I dont care about his mom (been there done that), has a fecal stain on his pants a few times, nobody wants to answer questions at 8.AM, you dumbass, HaVai'i is great, but if ur not buying a plane ticket stop talkin about it. Might go to the sesquisentennial parade thing, sounds like fun if i can wake up that is, miss not havin a camera.
Im gonna now stereotype my own race:
Learn Chinese in 5 minutes...:-D
Ok read the english meanings and then OUTLOUD say the chinese words...
(You MUST read them out loud or it doesnt make as much sense)...
1) Thats not right........ Sum Ting Wong
2) Are you harboring a fugitive................... Hu Yu Hai Ding
3) See me ASAP.............. Kum Hia Nao
4) Stupid Man................................ Dum Fuk
5) Small horse.................. Tai Ni Po Ni
6) Did you go to the beach?.................... Wai Yu So Tan
7) I bumped in to a coffee table................. Ai Bang Mai Fa Kin Ni
8) I think you need a face lift...................... Chin Tu Fat
9) It's very dark in here........................... Wao So Dim
10) I thought you were on a diet............... Wai Yu Mun Ching
11) This is a tow away zone....................... No Pah King
12) staying out of sight.............................. Lei Ying Lo
13) He's cleaning his automobile................ Wa Shing Ka
14) Your body odor is offensive.................. Yu Stin Ki Pu
15)Great..................... Fa Kin Su Pah
If u understood how to do this, repost it and share the laugh.
For the losers who didnt get it..... you're dumb
( Article i stole from someone else i knows lj ) |
|
| |
|
(3 Barks |Run Away in Terror ) |
| |
| |
|
|
| 10:33pm 04/10/2005 |
| |
mood:  PISSED OFF music: no music my itures wont open.
|
My computer is infected by adware and spyware, why did i click on the im link from someone that said "pictures". Damn it i cant get into anything, fuck, fuck, fuck. I dont have the cd to restore defaults, i cant get into system restore, and i didnt backup my files. Plus ive been workin with no firewall and antivirus protection, Nice Work Darren. Now i really dont have much means of communication, my cells broke, my comp. sux, my dorm phone doesnt dial out, no one reads my email, and i dont write letters. N E ways i saw the fattest guy today and i kinda felt bad for him and for the cows he probably devoured. N E ways i bet there are poor children out there or somethin so my problems are def. meaningless. o well at least i can curl up with a good book, yea right.
( Some survey ) |
|
| |
|
(8 Barks |Run Away in Terror ) |
| |
| Moisturizing Lotion makes my skin smile :) |
|
|
| 11:13am 01/10/2005 |
| |
mood:  The Fuck Michigan Mood music: Coheed and Cambria - the suffering (love the video)
|
WHats on tap: MSU game, fuckin WRA paper, prob. party later. Tomorrow: Laundry Im prob. down to 2 shirts, no pants, not much else, lions,i think they got a movie showin, who knows? Side NOte: Im so happy i found some bedsheets i thought i lost, cuz i havent washed my sheets in like 2 months, cuz i dont use their linens, u think i have to wash em, i mean it cant be that bad, right? Last week my dad came up and we drove to my favorite eating hole and some other places, and i drove on the highway and almost drove off the road b/c i was tired at 4.P.M, it wasnt even raining, but even if i dont have a car i can always find a way to into an accident, but i didnt bitch, so bite it!!!
DL Moy.
I live with a crazy stoner guy, jk. |
|
| |
|
(Run Away in Terror ) |
| |
| Why Am I Whining Again, Ignore My Words- They Mean Nothin to No One. |
|
|
| 11:35pm 27/09/2005 |
| |
mood:  I just dont know music: Some Depressing Song
|
I dont know...I'm kind of doubting myself, right now. Can I really make it in college? Am I going to be something in life? Does Anyone actually like me as me? I know everyone hides behind something sometimes, but maybe i can't get my mask off. Maybe Im destined to be just that guy you may have seen before, but has done nothing to change the world; just be engulfed in it, like a sheep (a sheep, sheepy?)- they do have a purpose though (Clothing). I dont Know am i even a good person, do I lift people up when their down or put a smile on someone's face? Seeing the people dying from disasters has shown the mortality and volatility of life. Cherish the moments; the boring, the exciting, and everything in between because it could be gone...like that. My dad seems to be starting to have health problems- arthritis in many joints, sleep problems, takes a lot of pills for others, family history of early death. My biggest fear is losing someone I care about, even if I just met someone, I hope for them to do well. But it kind of scares me... Also I just can't seem to put the academics together, I dont have the focus and taking the easy way out always appears to be the way to go. 100% is not something that describes my work ethic (except in vices such as drinking/gambling/overeating, etc.). Everyone's been cool but I dont really offer anything back. Maybe that's why the homeless people and other derilicts flock near me, they know their better than me and want to shat in my face about their new can they found on the ground, or something of that nature.
Mister Anonymous.
Dont Comment, Its not worth it: There are many other pressing matters such as looking for loose change or something. If u read this and it brings you down delete me as your friend, its probably for the better. My phone is broke, its likely a sign. |
|
| |
|
(2 Barks |Run Away in Terror ) |
| |
| I think i clogged the toilet...shhh lets blame it on the black next door, jk |
|
|
| 11:08pm 24/09/2005 |
| |
mood: Frustrated music: FRed Rogers with the goodbye see you tomorrow song
|
this is ridiculous trying to write crap about gender roles in a book set in the 1900's; they "rediscovered" this book in the 1970's how about undiscovering it, i mean am i ever going to write anything of importance in engineering and finance? Im in love with the wing dings at the caf. or is it wing zings- i dont know but it along with tomato soup, grilled cheese sandwich, a giant crab, sushi, and a drink would be my favorite meal, but then again so would chicken and beer. THis is the lamest saturday ever.
I need a camera, b/c i cannot document the moments.
The past is no place to spend your best days. stolen from a friend.
D A R R E N |
|
| |
|
(Run Away in Terror ) |
| |
| I hate that fucking train!!!! |
|
|
| 11:13pm 21/09/2005 |
| |
mood: toilet clogged music: tommy boy ending music
|
I dont think i know its college yet, it seems like summer do what u want with a little class in between. Of course i have been known as a slacker in the past, but i have dedicated myself to changing that...starting thursday september 21st. I will still do my sure of super duperific stuff, but some time will be provided for studying. However I tend to get sidetracked and do N E thing to avoid doing something constructive- but i am writingg this all in present tense with a clear thesis, so its like im doing WRA writing. Academics sucked ass this week, i run like a half mile at 6:30 and trip onto the grass only to go there a bomb the test b/c i forgot everything and dozed off a little; guessing when there are 10 choices arent good odds. Last night was meet the floor under and above us, i didnt answer the door b/c i had to read and i could tell they were ugly black chicks (asian instinct) plus they were loud as hell!! Hope u get better real quick Kev.
Sparty On.
Darren. |
|
| |
|
(3 Barks |Run Away in Terror ) |
| |
| Crapolla |
|
|
| 10:42pm 19/09/2005 |
| |
mood: Rawr me angry music: dont cry for me argentina
|
I'm a fucking retard, i should have taken the chem test today and aced it instead of doin other things, but n e ways i signed up for the alternate for 6:45 Tuesday, and i have no FUCKING idea where it is so i have to study prob. an allnighter or else i wouldnt be able to get up. So heres my plan i have to walk to the chem building and pray that they have it posted or that its open then try wilson hall (where i would have taken it today) and do this at like 5 thirty because i need enough time to get across campus because the buses start at 7, and if im lucky enough to take it, i have to book it to ISS where i have to listen to hawaii 5-0 enlighten me about what i didnt read. FUCK FUCK FUCK YOUR MOM, I also like how my calculator ran out of batteries and died and 2 Sparty stores didnt have batteries and i had to work so damn hard to divide and stuff like the olden days, but it could be worse i heard some girl missed the train twice in chicago and missed tests today, o well. At least i can do some jogging in the morning.
COmment Bitches or ill send the homies on u. |
|
| |
|
(3 Barks |Run Away in Terror ) |
| |
| Stayin Up w/coffee,gatorade,red bull, and water. |
|
|
| 02:45am 19/09/2005 |
| |
mood:  dirty bastard music: Boston - more than a feeling
|
Since im up at 2:45 ill waste more time; WRA paper is gonna work me just how i like ir grrl, glad i learned exactly nothing in english last year. my roomate is snoring, the fan is on, i noticed we have a tree in front of the window, my 150 watt lamp melted my marker literally ( thankx roomie for noticing b/c all my things would have melted b/c i just dont notice the smell of burnin plastic). Weekend was decent, hangin w/ moms and paps wasnt that bad except my mom bitched at me to eat my grapes and vacuum my room like 10 times. I think my roomate just said somethin in his sleep, im freaked out. I gotta get some more homies so i dont get shot in the ghetto, so i best not sit on the porch. cuz its more than a feeling. i got small calves in proportion to my fatty thighs but im losin weight while eating like a fat kid at krispy kreme, weird. lsfdaj;fafnsaf;afnsfsfhg; someone said we have the whitest toilet seat b/c his is like brown, nicee.
HAHAHAAHAHAHA i laugh in my face..IN my face, confusius say: "When turning other cheek, make sure goat not gotten while looking other way." confusius u my boi, chinaman 4 life
-DARRANEUS Loquicius (my ghetto name) |
|
| |
|
(2 Barks |Run Away in Terror ) |
| |
|
|
|
![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif){kind=small}
bringuptherear's journal
awake
crushed